bahhs.i feel so stupid.
anyway,this stupid whacked up son of a toot is im-ing me with the claim he
KNOWS ME SUPER-DUPER WELL.he sounds suspiciously familiar,but i think i'll keep my suspicions to myself in the meantime.
I'M AN EMOKID. PEOPLE HATE ME.
? EITHER LOVE ME OR HATE ME ?.
? WILL YOU BE THE NEXT ONE TO HATE ME ?
?EMOKIDDO
My name is DIDI. Or you can call me Mardhiyah.
I'm currently 16 [2009] and I'm still as short as ever.
I'm currently in love with my darling guitar, eventhough it's not a Goth Thunderbird.
Status: SINGLE /
?CRAVES
& ESP KH-2 Vintage [ESP SIGNATURE SERIES: KIRK HAMMETT]
& Miss Sixty Rock Muse EDP
& Anything from the MCR Store
&Contact Lenses
&Plaid Skinnies
& At least C6 for Maths
& FLAMETHROWERR
&A new notebook
& Miss Sixty Rock Muse EDP
& Anything from the MCR Store
&
&
& At least C6 for Maths
& FLAMETHROWERR
&
?LOVES
& JAVA CHIP FRAPPE
& The ASS&&CO gang
- Nabilah!
- Masyitah!
- Laura!
& My band [:
& Budak Slackers
& Sushi [:
& HIM
& The ASS&&CO gang
- Nabilah!
- Masyitah!
- Laura!
& My band [:
& Budak Slackers
& Sushi [:
& HIM
?DETESTS
& COCKROACHES && SPIDERS
& I hate the feeling that I've been screwed over.
anyway,this stupid whacked up son of a toot is im-ing me with the claim he
KNOWS ME SUPER-DUPER WELL.he sounds suspiciously familiar,but i think i'll keep my suspicions to myself in the meantime.
♥
elected the rejected
?Was at
7:36 PM
more bad news...that time at tamp.reg.lib this librarian came up to me fadillah and masyitah and told us she wanted to take our pic for a like good library etiquette thingy and masyitah ran away and fadillah asked me to take a pic with her so i reluctantly agreed and today i find out that our faces are at the library.SUPER AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!!!!!!!!!!!
and i am super stressed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!flirting with death's drummer had an argument with the vocalist and he is threatening to make her the bassist,which makes the current bassist angry at both of them.and the argument was all about me,the drummer,eating all the m&ms housefly,the vocalist,bought.stupid sia.den i paid him back and he wasn't satisfied so i grabbed my guitar and stormed back home.
♥
elected the rejected
?Was at
5:24 PM
me:nahh.i think flirting with death is better..
ziqq:eh korang ni pickle minded lah
me:um,hello,it's fickle.
ziqq:fine,fine.so fallen angels or flirting with death?
housefly:flirting with death
me:yay!
housefly:ok fine.ziqq you bassist.
me:habis kau nak apa?
housefly:i think kau drummer ah.aku vocalist...
ziqq:kita kena pakai lagi dua guitarist tau....
me:kau nak pakai cousins lagi ke your friends?
housefly:saper interested sak?
ziqq:mana aku tau...
housefly:ok tu relak dulu.skarang ada orang siapkan lagu tak?
me:aku ada lyrics...title In The Face Of Death
housefly:kita pergi figure out dulu ah.
me:korang buat sendiri.aku nak practice.mana sticks aku sia?
ziqq:kau tanya mummy sudah.
So that was how i became drummer for Flirting With Death,a Death Metal.we now need two guitarists.anyone interested?
lol.but who cares.i wanna make this two blardy idiots pissed off wimme
♥
elected the rejected
?Was at
3:41 PM
housefly:(sidled up to me and offered me m&m)ummm hi
me:what do you want?
housefly:umm.i just want you to not quit lessons.
me:and why?
housefly:because....i..
me:eh stop it sia.you want you get me tickets to summerslam then i'll consider...
housefly:i broke lah..
me:then quit bugging me!
housefly:if i get tickets to summerslam,will you resume lessons?
me:depends.my voice is improving and i can growl w/o hurting my throat so i'll see...
housefly:unnh...
me:now shut up and concentrate.i want to watch tv in peace.
so housefly shuts up and sulks.
then i later am jamming at my cousin's house.i hadda rush to my abang's house to get my guitar before going to his house...he is setting up this death metal band named Fallen Angels,and i am the back-up vocalist.my cousin wants me to play an instrument so,guitar or drums?
k.have to get ready so byebye.
♥
elected the rejected
?Was at
5:56 PM
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you will know what i can do to you when the time comes
you will suffer for what i've done
you will pay for all the things you've done to me
just you wait.
♥
elected the rejected
?Was at
3:21 PM
do you like to see me suffer?
if you do,torture me in other ways
not like this
i don't want to kill you
but when pushed to the limit
i can and i will
just you wait...
---------------------------------------------------------
i went jamming at my cousin's house just now
i left my stiks at home so borrowed his
think im better as keyboardist
gtg
♥
elected the rejected
?Was at
7:39 PM
i see myself burning in hell
together with satan
suddenly i saw a hand
and a voice,it pulled me away
from the flames
and i opened my eyes to see
you looking at me
but suddenly
the illusion shatters
and i'm looking at myself in the mirror
i'm longing for you
but reality hits
and i know i no longer can be with you
so i decide to go to the park for a walk
to clear my head
but i never made it there
because i died
and you never knew how
i never knew how i died too
but i knew one thing
you were always in my mind
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i don't know what i have become,i'm so emo now.
i,ameena,jaron,qixiang and a sec1 girl went to siglap sec for a book discussion.
we took ms sng's car.i was squashed.
i don't feel like updating,gah.
later then
♥
elected the rejected
?Was at
7:23 PM
the pain and the scars are hidden
so no one knows the pain,the agony held inside
the mask of deceit to be worn everyday
fades into nothingness
and the real me starts to show
but it is too late
i cannot be saved
the girl you used to know is fading fast
and all your dreams are shattered
you try to help her but to no avail
she has died before your eyes
and nothing you can do is able to stop this
you had tried to do something earlier
but now,you could see that it was futile
she had a choice;to live or to die
and she chose to die
and now i have to make a choice;to live or to die
i choose to die
and burn in hell with satan
there is no redemption for me
so stop wasting your time boy
and live your life to the fullest
for the girl you knew is no longer here
♥
elected the rejected
?Was at
9:28 PM
maths:37/100
art:33/100(no prep work)
malay:40/100
pro lah...
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------
i saw this video on youtube and just wanted to post it here but it won't change my mind about slashing.
WARNING:NOT FOR THE FAINT HEARTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
♥
elected the rejected
?Was at
5:55 PM
remember the time i cried and you lent me your shoulder?
remember the time i was scared and you comforted me?
remember the time i tried to kill myself and you stopped me?
do you remember all those times we had fun?
then you vanished without a trace.
you left me alone.
i'm still here,but i'm lifeless.
dead.
i'm still here,i'm still waiting.
for the boy i love.
to come back,to tell me i was going to be okay.
it's ok,i can wait.
i WILL wait.
the end of the world may come,but Diyanah will still be waiting.
for the boy she loves.
just for the boy she loves.
♥
elected the rejected
?Was at
4:20 PM
URGH!
THANKS TO CHIMPANZEE.
THANK YOU CHIMPANZEE.
THANKS FOR YOUR SUCKY ATTITUDE.
YOU SPOILED MY DAY.
THANKS FOR BEING SUCH A BABY.
I HATE YOU CHIMPANZEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
♥
elected the rejected
?Was at
8:28 PM
& I hate the feeling that I've been screwed over.
?TUNEIN
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?Tuesday, May 29, 2007
anyway,this stupid whacked up son of a toot is im-ing me with the claim he
KNOWS ME SUPER-DUPER WELL.he sounds suspiciously familiar,but i think i'll keep my suspicions to myself in the meantime.
bahhs.i sent someone a wrong sms at midnight yesterday.lucky it wasn' anything embarrassing
and i am super stressed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!flirting with death's drummer had an argument with the vocalist and he is threatening to make her the bassist,which makes the current bassist angry at both of them.and the argument was all about me,the drummer,eating all the m&ms housefly,the vocalist,bought.stupid sia.den i paid him back and he wasn't satisfied so i grabbed my guitar and stormed back home.
?Monday, May 28, 2007
housefly:do you think the band's name is nice?
me:nahh.i think flirting with death is better..
ziqq:eh korang ni pickle minded lah
me:um,hello,it's fickle.
ziqq:fine,fine.so fallen angels or flirting with death?
housefly:flirting with death
me:yay!
housefly:ok fine.ziqq you bassist.
me:habis kau nak apa?
housefly:i think kau drummer ah.aku vocalist...
ziqq:kita kena pakai lagi dua guitarist tau....
me:kau nak pakai cousins lagi ke your friends?
housefly:saper interested sak?
ziqq:mana aku tau...
housefly:ok tu relak dulu.skarang ada orang siapkan lagu tak?
me:aku ada lyrics...title In The Face Of Death
housefly:kita pergi figure out dulu ah.
me:korang buat sendiri.aku nak practice.mana sticks aku sia?
ziqq:kau tanya mummy sudah.
So that was how i became drummer for Flirting With Death,a Death Metal.we now need two guitarists.anyone interested?
lol.but who cares.i wanna make this two blardy idiots pissed off wimme
?Sunday, May 27, 2007
had an argument with housefly juz now...damn him
housefly:(sidled up to me and offered me m&m)ummm hi
me:what do you want?
housefly:umm.i just want you to not quit lessons.
me:and why?
housefly:because....i..
me:eh stop it sia.you want you get me tickets to summerslam then i'll consider...
housefly:i broke lah..
me:then quit bugging me!
housefly:if i get tickets to summerslam,will you resume lessons?
me:depends.my voice is improving and i can growl w/o hurting my throat so i'll see...
housefly:unnh...
me:now shut up and concentrate.i want to watch tv in peace.
so housefly shuts up and sulks.
then i later am jamming at my cousin's house.i hadda rush to my abang's house to get my guitar before going to his house...he is setting up this death metal band named Fallen Angels,and i am the back-up vocalist.my cousin wants me to play an instrument so,guitar or drums?
k.have to get ready so byebye.
?Friday, May 25, 2007
very sianx...all my frens have gone to camp except me and llaura.they went dragon-boating at 12 and now i dunno wat lah.leaving for my cousin's house for jamming at 4 l8er.stop flooding housefly.
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you will know what i can do to you when the time comes
you will suffer for what i've done
you will pay for all the things you've done to me
just you wait.
?Wednesday, May 23, 2007
do you feel better when i fall?
do you like to see me suffer?
if you do,torture me in other ways
not like this
i don't want to kill you
but when pushed to the limit
i can and i will
just you wait...
---------------------------------------------------------
i went jamming at my cousin's house just now
i left my stiks at home so borrowed his
think im better as keyboardist
gtg
?Monday, May 21, 2007
death beckons
i see myself burning in hell
together with satan
suddenly i saw a hand
and a voice,it pulled me away
from the flames
and i opened my eyes to see
you looking at me
but suddenly
the illusion shatters
and i'm looking at myself in the mirror
i'm longing for you
but reality hits
and i know i no longer can be with you
so i decide to go to the park for a walk
to clear my head
but i never made it there
because i died
and you never knew how
i never knew how i died too
but i knew one thing
you were always in my mind
---------------------------------------------------------------------
i don't know what i have become,i'm so emo now.
i,ameena,jaron,qixiang and a sec1 girl went to siglap sec for a book discussion.
we took ms sng's car.i was squashed.
i don't feel like updating,gah.
later then
?Friday, May 18, 2007
blood and tears pour out every night but no one sees it
the pain and the scars are hidden
so no one knows the pain,the agony held inside
the mask of deceit to be worn everyday
fades into nothingness
and the real me starts to show
but it is too late
i cannot be saved
the girl you used to know is fading fast
and all your dreams are shattered
you try to help her but to no avail
she has died before your eyes
and nothing you can do is able to stop this
you had tried to do something earlier
but now,you could see that it was futile
she had a choice;to live or to die
and she chose to die
and now i have to make a choice;to live or to die
i choose to die
and burn in hell with satan
there is no redemption for me
so stop wasting your time boy
and live your life to the fullest
for the girl you knew is no longer here
bahh...feel so shitty...i failed maths,art and malay!
maths:37/100
art:33/100(no prep work)
malay:40/100
pro lah...
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------
i saw this video on youtube and just wanted to post it here but it won't change my mind about slashing.
WARNING:NOT FOR THE FAINT HEARTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
?Monday, May 07, 2007
remember the time i fell and you helped me up?
remember the time i cried and you lent me your shoulder?
remember the time i was scared and you comforted me?
remember the time i tried to kill myself and you stopped me?
do you remember all those times we had fun?
then you vanished without a trace.
you left me alone.
i'm still here,but i'm lifeless.
dead.
i'm still here,i'm still waiting.
for the boy i love.
to come back,to tell me i was going to be okay.
it's ok,i can wait.
i WILL wait.
the end of the world may come,but Diyanah will still be waiting.
for the boy she loves.
just for the boy she loves.
?Wednesday, May 02, 2007
VERY ANGRY AT CHIMPANZEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i wasnt feeling emo until just now.
URGH!
THANKS TO CHIMPANZEE.
THANK YOU CHIMPANZEE.
THANKS FOR YOUR SUCKY ATTITUDE.
YOU SPOILED MY DAY.
THANKS FOR BEING SUCH A BABY.
I HATE YOU CHIMPANZEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!