?confessions of an emokid [:
?STUDIO

I'M AN EMOKID. PEOPLE HATE ME.
? EITHER LOVE ME OR HATE ME ?.
? WILL YOU BE THE NEXT ONE TO HATE ME ?

?EMOKIDDO

My name is DIDI. Or you can call me Mardhiyah.
I'm currently 16 [2009] and I'm still as short as ever.
I'm currently in love with my darling guitar, eventhough it's not a Goth Thunderbird.
Status: SINGLE / ATTACHED

?CRAVES
& ESP KH-2 Vintage [ESP SIGNATURE SERIES: KIRK HAMMETT]
& Miss Sixty Rock Muse EDP
& Anything from the MCR Store
& Contact Lenses
& Plaid Skinnies
& At least C6 for Maths
& FLAMETHROWERR
& A new notebook

?LOVES
& JAVA CHIP FRAPPE
& The ASS&&CO gang
- Nabilah!
- Masyitah!
- Laura!
& My band [:
& Budak Slackers
& Sushi [:
& HIM

?DETESTS
& COCKROACHES && SPIDERS
& I hate the feeling that I've been screwed over.

?TUNEIN


MusicPlaylist
MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

?HEARSAYS

?PLURKY
?Friday, February 27, 2009

TAG REPLY
geeit's-AYIL: SPAMMER ._.
i'm fine, and i mish you too (:
we should get together for starbucks one day, YOUR treat.
ahhahas.

i feel like curling up in some dark corner,
hugging my knees and listening to music.
i feel like dancing in the rain,
and singing to the trees.

this year,
i have lots of work to do.
i have to re-study my POA and PURE GEOGRAPHY.
i have to get help for SS.
it's my IMPORTANT year.
i have to get back on track.
even if it kills me.

OKAY SHITHEADS.
that's a brief update.
now go away.
kthxbai


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?Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Here I am,
updating my lifeless blog while listening to Heilig and trying to let the meaning sink in.
With my trusty German dictonary,
I slowly search for the meanings of words I don't recognize.

Before that,
tag replies (:

17 Feb 09, 19:04
BOI AYIL: aku rela tunggu untukmu.
17 Feb 09, 19:04
BOI AYIL: kerana aku sayang kamu.
17 Feb 09, 19:04
BOI AYIL: so don't forget me baby.
17 Feb 09, 19:04
BOI AYIL: i love you.
17 Feb 09, 19:04
BOI AYIL: okay i swear this is spam.
dangerDORK!: Yes sayang, I know you love me and you're willing to wait for me. But you don't have to spam ((:
And I love you too <33>


17 Feb 09, 19:21
(>(oO)<): think you should know who i am.. hees.. tagged!
dangerDORK!: LAWLRAWRRRR. Of course I know you (:
Linked your new blog already, ahhahas.
More spams headed your way ( if I feel like it )

So now.
DUN DUN DUNN!!!!!!!!!!
Presenting;
Heilig by Tokio Hotel



Ich halt mich wach
fur Dich

Wir schaffens nicht beide
Du weisst es nicht
Ich geb mich jetzt fur Dich auf
Mein letzter Wille hilft Dir raus
bevor das Meer unter mir
zerbricht
Ich glaub an Dich

Du wirst fur mich
immer heilig sein
Ich sterb
fur unsere Unsterblichkeit
Meine Hand
von Anfang an
uber Dir
Ich glaub an Dich
Du wirst fur mich
immer heilig sein

Du brichst die Kalte
wenn Du sprichst
Mit jedem Hauch von Dir
erlost Du mich
Wir sehen uns wieder
irgendwann
Atme weiter
wenn Du kannst
Auch wenn das Meer
unter Dir zerbricht
Ich glaub an Dich

Du wirst fur mich
immer heilig sein
Ich sterb
fur unsere Unsterblichkeit
Meine Hand
von Anfang an
uber Dir
Ich glaub an Dich
Du wirst für mich
immer heilig sein
heilig sein...heilig sein
heilig sein...heilig sein

Ich schau durchs Meer
und seh Dein Licht
uber mir
Ich sinke
ich sinke
weg von Dir

Schau
mir nicht mehr
hinterher
Glaub an Dich
Ich glaub an Dich

Du wirst fur mich
immer heilig sein
Ich sterb
fur unsere Unsterblichkeit
Meine Hand
von Anfang an
über Dir

Und irgendwann
fuhrt das Meer
Dich zu mir
Ich glaub an Dich

Du wirst fur mich
immer heilig sein
Du wirst fur mich
immer heilig sein.

Enjoy.
And if you need translations,
I'm here (:

Ohbtw, I'll try to find the English version to Heilig.
At the moment, bear with me.
((:


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?Wednesday, February 11, 2009

DIDI'S PATHETIC RESOLUTIONS FOR YEAR 2009 XD
Jyeah I know it came a little too late, but was immer.

1! I resolve to try not to be too obsessed with my weight.
[This is because my skinnies are getting way too loose. And my size 24 school skirt is LOOSE!]
2! I resolve to work super-duper hard for my weak subjects.
[This is because OLEVELS are this year. DUH ._. ]
3! I resolve to start saving up for the KH-2 VINTAGE.
[This is because I love KIRKEE's guitar ~]
4! I resolve to be a good grrrrrrrrrrl.
[This is because I ain't want no BAD KARMA to befall me.]
5! I resolve to go, image-wise, from RAWKRR to GEEK CHIC.
[This is because I ain't want to shitheads hassling me.]
6! I resolve to , musically-wise, stay away from METAL and get back to EMO/ SCREAMO.
[This is because I'm too broke to show my support for underground bands. Sorry dudes.]
7! I resolve to stay single this year, if possible.
[This is because heartbreak's a BITCH. Damn all you female dogs :- ]
8! I resolve to put my heart and soul into TTBS, and attend ALL jam sessions.
[This is because I have been slacking. And I will admit if you ask.]

To be honest, I have absolutely NO IDEA why I'm blogging about this.
Pfffffffffffft.
TOMORROW I DIE.
Because I have no mood to do my work.
And we have SFL till 3.30 tomorrow.
Something about a crappy leadership programme.
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.


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