?confessions of an emokid [:
?STUDIO

I'M AN EMOKID. PEOPLE HATE ME.
? EITHER LOVE ME OR HATE ME ?.
? WILL YOU BE THE NEXT ONE TO HATE ME ?

?EMOKIDDO

My name is DIDI. Or you can call me Mardhiyah.
I'm currently 16 [2009] and I'm still as short as ever.
I'm currently in love with my darling guitar, eventhough it's not a Goth Thunderbird.
Status: SINGLE / ATTACHED

?CRAVES
& ESP KH-2 Vintage [ESP SIGNATURE SERIES: KIRK HAMMETT]
& Miss Sixty Rock Muse EDP
& Anything from the MCR Store
& Contact Lenses
& Plaid Skinnies
& At least C6 for Maths
& FLAMETHROWERR
& A new notebook

?LOVES
& JAVA CHIP FRAPPE
& The ASS&&CO gang
- Nabilah!
- Masyitah!
- Laura!
& My band [:
& Budak Slackers
& Sushi [:
& HIM

?DETESTS
& COCKROACHES && SPIDERS
& I hate the feeling that I've been screwed over.

?TUNEIN


MusicPlaylist
MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

?HEARSAYS

?PLURKY
?Monday, May 07, 2007

remember the time i fell and you helped me up?
remember the time i cried and you lent me your shoulder?
remember the time i was scared and you comforted me?
remember the time i tried to kill myself and you stopped me?
do you remember all those times we had fun?
then you vanished without a trace.
you left me alone.
i'm still here,but i'm lifeless.
dead.
i'm still here,i'm still waiting.
for the boy i love.
to come back,to tell me i was going to be okay.
it's ok,i can wait.
i WILL wait.
the end of the world may come,but Diyanah will still be waiting.
for the boy she loves.
just for the boy she loves.


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