?confessions of an emokid [:
?STUDIO

I'M AN EMOKID. PEOPLE HATE ME.
? EITHER LOVE ME OR HATE ME ?.
? WILL YOU BE THE NEXT ONE TO HATE ME ?

?EMOKIDDO

My name is DIDI. Or you can call me Mardhiyah.
I'm currently 16 [2009] and I'm still as short as ever.
I'm currently in love with my darling guitar, eventhough it's not a Goth Thunderbird.
Status: SINGLE / ATTACHED

?CRAVES
& ESP KH-2 Vintage [ESP SIGNATURE SERIES: KIRK HAMMETT]
& Miss Sixty Rock Muse EDP
& Anything from the MCR Store
& Contact Lenses
& Plaid Skinnies
& At least C6 for Maths
& FLAMETHROWERR
& A new notebook

?LOVES
& JAVA CHIP FRAPPE
& The ASS&&CO gang
- Nabilah!
- Masyitah!
- Laura!
& My band [:
& Budak Slackers
& Sushi [:
& HIM

?DETESTS
& COCKROACHES && SPIDERS
& I hate the feeling that I've been screwed over.

?TUNEIN


MusicPlaylist
MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

?HEARSAYS

?PLURKY
?Thursday, August 20, 2009

Di Amherst ; I'm a skanky brat with a sexy smile who cuddled with a pornstar because I have AMAZING boobs !
Erwin Valo ; I'm a stupid sex addict with a hot girlfriend who got stabbed horribly by a prostitute because the lil people told me to .

First, add "I'm a/an" on your title, then add the rest of the answers on as you do the questions.

What color/kind of socks are you wearing?
[ ] Red = loud
[x] Green = stupid
[ ] None = freaky
[ ] Fuzzy = gorgeous
[ ] Yellow = innocent
[ ] Purple = a little too happy
[ ] Black = emo
[ ] Stripes = funny
[x] Gray = skanky
[ ] Pink = preppy
[ ] Light blue = sweaty
[ ] Other = hot
[ ] White = sexy


What kind of pants are you wearing?
[ ]Shorts = cutie
[ ]Skirt/skort = skank
[ ]Corduroy = faggot homosexual
[ ]Tight jeans = scene kid
[ ]Ripped jeans = emo
[ ]Camo = cage fighter
[ ]Jeans = prep
[ ]Pajamas = pimp
[ ]Cargo = clown
[ ]Sweats = athlete
[x]Boxers = brat
[ ]Booty shorts = female
[ ]Capris = Gangster
[ ]Nothing = hoe
[ ]Dickies = weirdo
[ ]Bikini bottoms = tiki girl
[x]Other = sex addict


What is your natural hair color?
[ ]Auburn = that every one wants to make out with
[ ]Blonde = with a broken heart
[x]Black = with a sexy smile
[x]Dark brown = with a hot boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ]Red = that likes to have fun
[ ]Brown = who loves to be different
[ ]Dirty blonde= with a nice ass
[ ]Bald = with herpes


Pick the month you were born on:
[ ]1 = who ate
[ ]2 = who needed
[ ]3 = who killed
[ ]4 = who shot
[ ]5 = who killed
[ ]6 = who smoked with
[ ]7 = who banged
[ ]8 = who ran shirtless with
[x]9 = who got stabbed horribly by
[x]10 = who cuddled with
[ ]11 = who slept with
[ ]12 = who ran naked with

Pick the day you were born on:
[ ]01 = the kool-aid man
[ ]02 = a dog
[ ]03 = a shoe
[ ]04 = a toothbrush
[ ]05 = Santa Claus
[ ]06 = The Trojan man
[ ]07 = Barney the dinosaur
[x]08 = a prostitute
[x]09 = a porn star
[ ]10 = a bag of weed
[ ]11 = my lover
[ ]12 = a glass of milk
[ ]13 = a horse
[ ]14 = a lesbian
[ ]15 = a stripper
[ ]16 = a pickle
[ ]17 = a jew
[ ]18 = a homo
[ ]19 = an orange
[ ]20 = my mom
[ ]21 = a homeless guy
[ ]22 = a whore
[ ]23 = my crush
[ ]24 = an easter egg
[ ]25 = a jar of honey
[ ]26 = a condom
[ ]27 = a bowl of cereal
[ ]28 = a french fry
[ ]29 = your dealer
[ ]30 = Paris Hilton
[ ]31 = your grandma


Pick the color of the shirt you are wearing
[ ] White = because I love marijuana
[ ]Black = because I'm sexy as hell
[x]Pink = Because the lil people told me to
[x]Blue = because I have AMAZING boobs
[ ]Red = because I'm a pimp and you're jealous
[ ]Polka Dots = because I hate my life
[ ]Purple = because I'm gay
[ ]Gray = because I got dared
[ ]Other = because that's how I roll
[ ]Green = because I'm good in bed
[ ]Orange = because I smoke crack
[ ]Turquoise = because I have a noodle in my nose
[ ]Brown = because I had to
[ ]Shirtless = because I've got abs


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?Thursday, August 13, 2009

The Hurt Survey.
Let's see if you can get through it.
If not, you're too scared about the truth.

1. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
HELL YEAH .

2. Are you crushing on someone?
No .

3. Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?
Yeah . But I got over it .

4. Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?
No .

5. Are you happier single or in a relationship?
I'm okay with either .

6. Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it?
I think only once .

7. Have you ever had your heart broken?
HAHA , yeah .

8. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
I hope not .

9. Talk to your ex?
Haha , yeah .

10. If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
Definitely .

11. Think any of your ex's want to go back out with you.
Khairil Izad , Winnie .

12. Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?
I guess .

14. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Yeah .

15. Do you want to get married someday?
LOL yeah .

16. Has anyone ever told you they wanted to marry you?
Yeah , way back in primary school .

17. Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?
Yeah , but he was single at that time and it was just infatuation , so it doesn't really count .

19. Have you told anyone you'd marry them?
No .

20. How many times have you really truly been in love?
Just once .


Which Indie Movement Are You?

Riot Grrrl
Ok, you're a bit of a feminist
You love DIY
You're pretty liberal
You've been treated badly by a guy
You hate major record labels
You've got a lot of anger
Total: 4

Shoegaze
You tend to look down at your shoes when you walk
You love the UK
You don't talk very loud
You're kind of mopey
Guitars are your favorite instruments
It's hard for you to make conversation sometimes
Total: 3

Alt-Country
You like southern culture
It's the simple things in life that matter most
You were raised on punk music
Darker lyrics are appealing to you
It's hard for people to really define you
Total: 2

Twee Pop
You like cutesy things like kittens and sprinkles
You love 60s pop
You like things that are simple and innocent
Stuart Murdoch is a god
You can be overly sentimental at times
People can't help but think you're adorable
Total: 2

Indietronica/Dance Punk
You just wanna dance!
You love clubbing
Freezepop Forever
You're not very serious
You can't focus on one thing for very long
You like bright colors
Total: 5

I am: Indietronica / Dance Punk


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?Tuesday, August 11, 2009

I wanna pierce my tongue LOL .
I'm tired , sick and grungy - ish .
No updates .
That's all for now .
I want my cigarettes ASSHOLE .


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?Thursday, August 06, 2009

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA .
FUCK OFF .
KTHXBAI .


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?Wednesday, August 05, 2009

Yesterday , I had a conversation with KOT aka ORANG TUA aka RAHMAT .
Hahaha . ;D
It's been like so long since I saw him online .
Then it was such a coincidence that he was online on the day I was feeling really confused .
LOL .
Won't say why , but if you know , then you know .
So then I was just talking to him about lotsa stuff .
Then he brought up stuff that I forgot about and stuff I remembered .
Like how I punched him in the stomach because he touched me in P5 and the argument I had with SOFIAN .
And how I used to marah him habis - habis a lotttttttttt .
HAHA .
Then we talked about lotsa stuff and it made me feel better .
THANKYOU ORANG TUA !


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?Tuesday, August 04, 2009

Pick a person for each month! and don't look at the questions before you start!

January - Danny
February - Asyraf A.
March - Jennah
April - Isaac
May - Wawan
June - Nabilah
July - Rahmat
August - Khairil I.
September - Laura
October - Khairil A.
November - Masyitah
December - K. Hazwan

JANUARY = Danny
1. Does this person go to your school?
NEP .

2. What is this person's favourtie band?
Avenged Sevenfold 1m1;

3. How long have you known this person?
1 year ?

4. Do you hangout with this person?
Jyeah .

5. Do you have a nickname for them?
Budak Kecik II


FEBRUARY = Asyraf A.
1. Are you close to this person?
Something like that . My personal whale . ;P

2. Do they play sports?
Don't think so .

3. Do you love them?
As a friend , DUH ._.

4. What colour of hair do they have?
Black .

5. Does he/she make you laugh?
HELL YEAH .


MARCH = Jennah
1. Do you live close to this person?
Not really .

2. Who do they hangout with the most?
The boys ?

3. Does he/she have a boyfriend/girfriend?
Jyeahh , me ! ;D

4. Do you like there clothes?
Some .

5. Do you think there pretty?
Jyeah .


APRIL = Isaac
1. Are you related to them?
No .

2. Is he/she fun to be around?
DUH ._.

3. Does he/she have Facebook?
Nahh .

4. Have you ever travelled with them?
Somewhat .

5. Would you ever go out with him/her?
SKIP .


MAY = Wawan
1. Do you like to party with them?
HELL YEAH .

2. Do you two have any inside jokes?
JYEAH .

3. Have you ever went shopping with this person?
Jyeah .

4. Who are their bestfriend(s)?
Neesa , Zully .

5. How long have you known them?
3 months .


JUNE = Nabilah
1. Do you two get along?
HELL YEAH .

2. Do they have any pets?
Nahh .

3. What word(s) describes them best?
KIND !

4. What kind of music does this person like?
Radio - safe ones ?

5. Is this person tall?
To me .


JULY = Rahmat
1. Do you get along with this person?
Jyeahh .

2. Boy or girl?
Boy .

3. Have you ever had a crush on this person?
Haha old story .

4. Is this person popular?
Think so .

5. Do you like their shoes?
I don't know what his shoes look like .


AUGUST = Khairil I.
1. Are you two sisters?
He's a guy !

2. What is his/hers favourite colour?
Purpur - brown .

3. Do they know you well?
Jyeah .

4. Do they have any siblings?
Older sister .

5. Do you have their number?
Jyeahh .


SEPTEMBER = Laura
1. Would you ever date them?
NO .

2. Do they like anybody?
Jyeahh .

3. What color of eyes do they have?
Black .

4. Are they your only friend?
NOO .

5. Do you think there a good singer?
Jyeah .


OCTOBER = Khairil A.
1. Are they crazy?
HELL YEAH .

2. Do they have their own house?
NO .

3. Have they ever liked you?
As an adeq !

4. Have you ever hugged them?
DUH ._.

5. How old are they?
1 day younger than me !


NOVEMBER = Masyitah
1. Have you two had any sleepovers together?
Nahhs .

2. Are you guys bestfriends?
HELL YEAH .

3. Are they in love with someone?
Think so .

4. Do you have any memories together?
Lots .

5. Do they like to dance?
Erh .


DECEMBER = K. Hazwn
1. Do you guys usually hang out?
Not really , unless we want to . * evil grin *

2. Do you have a crush on this person?
LOL no .

3. Does this person have a crush on you?
HAAHAA ! NOOOOOOOO .

4. Would you ever date this person?
IDK ?

5. Do they like to dance?
Think so LOL .


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