?confessions of an emokid [:
?STUDIO

I'M AN EMOKID. PEOPLE HATE ME.
? EITHER LOVE ME OR HATE ME ?.
? WILL YOU BE THE NEXT ONE TO HATE ME ?

?EMOKIDDO

My name is DIDI. Or you can call me Mardhiyah.
I'm currently 16 [2009] and I'm still as short as ever.
I'm currently in love with my darling guitar, eventhough it's not a Goth Thunderbird.
Status: SINGLE / ATTACHED

?CRAVES
& ESP KH-2 Vintage [ESP SIGNATURE SERIES: KIRK HAMMETT]
& Miss Sixty Rock Muse EDP
& Anything from the MCR Store
& Contact Lenses
& Plaid Skinnies
& At least C6 for Maths
& FLAMETHROWERR
& A new notebook

?LOVES
& JAVA CHIP FRAPPE
& The ASS&&CO gang
- Nabilah!
- Masyitah!
- Laura!
& My band [:
& Budak Slackers
& Sushi [:
& HIM

?DETESTS
& COCKROACHES && SPIDERS
& I hate the feeling that I've been screwed over.

?TUNEIN


MusicPlaylist
MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

?HEARSAYS

?PLURKY
?Thursday, December 28, 2006

mann...i feel soo EMO tuhhdayz...i duunno whyy...pms?becausse of tthe deppressing weaather?myy spelliing tootalliey haancur tuhhdayz...i duun kaiire...feeliing a biit sucidal...haahhaaaz...i wont kill myyseelf beeforre i geett myy neew hhandphhoone...well,siigningg oofff feelliinng
EXTREMELY EMO now.
cheerios,
ice princess


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?Monday, December 25, 2006

i'm like so bored larhz...hurmsh,my cuzzin married so i get to put inai.sadly,only on tha last finger of both hands...like sooo lame...surfing the net now...http://www.stardoll.com.cool lah...you get to dress up rihanna,beyonce anh yadda,yadda,yadda.gtg.bye


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?Sunday, December 17, 2006

just like i guessed.it was a big NO!haiz...but at least the 6H class bbq will be held sometime during the christmas week.i sms jing ying,tell her that i can come,but she haven't reply yet loh.my dad very what seh,don't let me stay over at the chalet if the bbq on.so protective.i last year miss the bbq because they wanna go out.this year mdm ng birthday also i miss...[wahwahwah...] well,i gtg.bye


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?Friday, December 15, 2006

i wanna go rock-climbing,but i am patethic.i am afraid of heights.if i get up,i don't think i'll be able to come down.hahaha.but i want to face my fears.i was afraid of water last time,i mean,i couldn't put my face underwater.but with the help of my cousin,i did it!yay!back to the rock-climbing thingy;i don't even know if my parents allow me to go coz' i haven't asked them yet.but i am sure their answer is no...the entrance and equipment rental is $10 altogether.gtg.bye


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?Tuesday, December 12, 2006

saw this on iza's blog so i decided to do it coz i have nothing to do
name 13 people you can think of now..
1) sumiyati
2) dionna
3)ms ong
4) jaslynn
5) masyitah
6) rahmat
7) laura
8)fatimah
9)nabilah
10) aaron
11) kakak irene
12) haziq
13) natasha
don't read the questions below until you have written all the
name of the 13 people !
Q1.how did you meet 10?
`during pri sch
Q2.what would you do if you never meet 1?
`i'll never got to know her and she'd never be my best friend
Q3.what would you do if 2&6 dated?
`no way!they don't even noe each other1!okay.maeb they do,but i can't imagine them dating!
Q4.have you seen 4 cry before?
`yea.i think so.maeb during p6
Q5.do you think 10 is cute?
`he is kinda adorable,in the goofy way...
Q6.how did you get to know about 8?
`she was my classmate
Q7.would you ever go on a date with 12?
`maeb.he's cool.
Q8.what's 7 favourite colour?
`erm.i'm not really sure.i think maybe red?
Q9.what would you do if 6 confessed that he/she likes you?
`well,i hadda crush on him once.but he hates me.so,i don't really noe
Q10.facts about 9?
`quiet.clever.hilarious.weird at times
Q11.who's 4 go out with?
`i dunno and don't really care
Q12.who is 5 to you?a friend?
`yea.a great girl who likes to daydream and argue with me
Q13.would you ever live with 13?
`nop.she drives me insane sometimes,glad i wasn't admitted into Woobridge.hahaz
Q14.is 2 single?
`yea
Q15.what do you think about 3?
`humourous.clever.always right.[i can't badmouth ms ong or she'd KILL me,right?]
Q16.whats the best thing about 5?
`her ability to daydream anytime and anywhere.hahaz
Q17.what do you like about 11?
`her generosity.her jokes.her kindness.her beauty.[too bad she's a malaysian,i mean,i don't get to see her lah]
Q18. favourite memory with 2?
`erm.the way we hang out together
6 people to do the quiz:
`ms ong
`syairah
`laura
`sophia
`khairul
`azri
have a nice day peeps.bye


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?Sunday, December 10, 2006

yaay!i got new lipgloss and eyeshadow.raining here.that's all


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?Thursday, December 07, 2006

i saw this quiz on azri's and khairul's blog and decided to do it because i have nothing to do...
1.Full name:Nurdiyanah Bte Ismail
2.Full name backwards:LiamsI Etb Hanayidrun(this sux...)
3.Meaning of the name:Light of the religion(in malay it's cahaya agama.btw,my malay sux 2)
4.Nickname:Didi,Ana,Shortie,Chilli Padi...whatever!
5.Screen name:Depends...
6.D.O.B:09/10/1993(what's the point?no1 remembers moi birthday)
7.Place Of birth:Singaporeduh...
8.Nationality:Sinagaporeanduh!can this get any stupider?
9.Current location:My bedroom
10.Star signLibra
11.Religion:Islam
12.Shoe sze:1?(it depends.my feet r so small,so I usually go Bata...)
13.Hair colour:Black-brown
14.Eye clour:Black but with some hints of brown
15.Who do you think you look like:You decide
16.Innie or outtie:Outtie
17.Lefty or righty:Righty
18.Straight,gay,bi or others:wtf,of course i am straight(you can kill me if i'm not!)
19.Best friends:Masyitah,Nabilah,Laura and Sumiyati
20.Best friends you trust most:My diary
21.Favourite pals:
22. Best friends of:izint it the same?
23.Boyfriend or girlfriend:Whaddya mean?
24.Crush:It's a secret!Raid my diary to find out...hehez...
25.Parents:My mommy and daddy?
26.Worst enemy:Wei Jian(think is 2e1 next year)
27.Favourite online guy:He
28.Favourit online girl:Her
29.Craziest friend:ME!(I went into the guy's toilet before and saw a guy peeing!)
30.Advice friend:Sumiyati
31.Loudest friend:Every1's loud...
32.Person you cry with:No1.I cry in my sleep.
33.Any sister:Nop
34.Any brother:An irritating kiddo
35.Any pets:Nop
36.Any disease:Is excema a disease?I thought it was a skin condition...
37.Pager:So unstylish.Nop
38.Personal phone line:Maybe getting 1 soon...Depends...
39.Handphone:Yup.Unfortunately,i HATE it.
40.Lava lamp:Buying 2moro
41.Pool or hot tub:How I wish...Unfortunately again,nop
42.A car: underage
43.Your personality:Quite a chatterbox,kind if you r,nasty when pms and freaking irritated
44.Driving:At the arcade.My driving is freaking terrible.I crash too much
45.Room:Blearrgh...
47. What’s missing?[???????????]
48.School:East Spring Secondary
49.Bed:Err...WHAT??????
50.Relationship with parents:Ok,i guess
51.Believe in yourself:Not really
52.Believe i love at first sight:Yea,maybe
53.Good listener:Yea
54.Get along well with parents:Yea
55.Save email conversations:Not really
56.Pray:Yea
57.Believe in reincarnation:Nop
58.Make fun of people:Nop.But i do know of people who make fun of me...
59.Like to talk on the phone:Yup.Hello,I am a girl,for crying out loud...
60.Want to get married:Yea,duh
61.Like to drive:Yea,duh.
62.Motion sickness:Only if i'm on the ride that looks like a cup thingy
63.Eat stem of brocolli:Eww.I only eat spinach,like Popeye
64. Eat chicken with fork:Nop.I'm a malay,I use my hands
65. Dream in colour:Huh?
66. Type with your fingers in home role:???
67. Sleep with stuffed animals:Yea
68. Next to you:I sleep with my granma,if that's what you mean
69. On the walls of your room:Nothing
70. On your mouse pad:Nothing
71. Dream car:F1 racing car
72. Dream date:*coughing*
73.Dream honeymoon spot:I'll tell you in like 20 years' time,when I'm married
74. Dream husband and wife:""
75. Bedtime:Depends.1,2+
76. Under your bed:Nothing
77. Single most important question:Does he like me?
78. Bad time of the day:First thing in the morning,during pms
79. Worst fear:Heights
81. Time:4.53
82.Date:7 Dec 06
83. Best trick did on someone:Put itching powder on Nizar
84. Theme song:Err
85. Hardest thing about growing up:Dealing with menstruation
86. Funniest experience:Lots
87. Scariest experience:Lots
88. Silliest thing you’ve ever said:Err
89. Most desperate and funniest thing you have done to an opposite sex:I'm not desperate
90. Scariest thing when you are with your friends:Dunno
91. Worst feeling:Being sick
92. Best feeling in the world:Happiness
93. AND NOW THE SABOTAGING BEGINS! CHOOSE EIGHT PEOPLE TO DO THE QUIZ
1)Dionna
2)Syairah
if you wanna do,do lah
i dun realli like 2 sabo ppl
ciao.bye


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?Wednesday, December 06, 2006

HELP!!!!!!!!I LOST MY MAKE-UP POUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!
my make-up pouch contains my foundation,concealer,lipgloss,lipliner,lipstick,eyeliner,mascara,eyeshadow and blusher.
and i just bought them...AARGH!!!!wth,my mum went to this fashion and bought me a black tube dress,floral pattern some more.but with the help of a black bolero,it looked okay.but here's the scoop,i HATE dresses and skirts...okay,not that much but still i dont really like it lah...haiya,my hands itching to go bowling.yeah,btw,who's the drop-dead gorgeous guy in evanescence's music video call me when you're sober?tell me if you know,okaesh?
amy lee and that drop-dead gorgeous hunk[aargh!hottie alert!]will be super cute together...
[though it is stupid for me to be fantasizing about some British actor...hahaz]well,i gtg...will be out shopping...hyuk2..bye...
[rahmat,i so f***ing hate you!!!!!!!!!!go to hell!i hate you!]


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