?confessions of an emokid [:
?STUDIO

I'M AN EMOKID. PEOPLE HATE ME.
? EITHER LOVE ME OR HATE ME ?.
? WILL YOU BE THE NEXT ONE TO HATE ME ?

?EMOKIDDO

My name is DIDI. Or you can call me Mardhiyah.
I'm currently 16 [2009] and I'm still as short as ever.
I'm currently in love with my darling guitar, eventhough it's not a Goth Thunderbird.
Status: SINGLE / ATTACHED

?CRAVES
& ESP KH-2 Vintage [ESP SIGNATURE SERIES: KIRK HAMMETT]
& Miss Sixty Rock Muse EDP
& Anything from the MCR Store
& Contact Lenses
& Plaid Skinnies
& At least C6 for Maths
& FLAMETHROWERR
& A new notebook

?LOVES
& JAVA CHIP FRAPPE
& The ASS&&CO gang
- Nabilah!
- Masyitah!
- Laura!
& My band [:
& Budak Slackers
& Sushi [:
& HIM

?DETESTS
& COCKROACHES && SPIDERS
& I hate the feeling that I've been screwed over.

?TUNEIN


MusicPlaylist
MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

?HEARSAYS

?PLURKY
?Friday, November 30, 2007

Shoot!
Keyboard not working.
MSN kena virus.
Mother disallows the creation of a new account.
Shitty man.

Quoted from my mother;
"You think you veeery clever is it? Create don't know what account. Say dunno what cannot see colour... You think this is colouring contest is it?"

Will edit later and fininsh. Difficulty typing man.


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?Tuesday, November 27, 2007

EDITED

Gahhhs....
Secondary 3...
> Guys;long pants.
> Girls;shorter skirts?
Definitely me xD
Well,since I'm my skirts are like knee-length.

Thank YOU,darned weather,for not allowing me to train.
So now I'm basically a lifeless humanoid,just sitting at home and drooling.
(Figurative drooling,as in like how idiots drool.)
I am slowly rotting,man.

I'm seriously thinking of abandoning my Maths worksheet Mr Ng gave us.
Or should I do it?
Not thinking about it for the moment;posting some pictures of my FAVE guys.
Right-click locked so ABSOLUTELY NO STEALING.
Tee-hee...

WALAO!
It looks like my Internet is down an I can't post any pictures!!!!
*sulks*
Um,I guess I'll try as soon as possible to get back on that matter,because I have to go.
Toodles.

(Please excuse any missing alphabets in my posts because my keyboard is faulty. I kinda have to bang hard on each key to get a letter out. And I mean HAARD!!!!!)


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?Wednesday, November 21, 2007

EDITED
Yes,I know. Emo hair...


I wanted to cut my hair like ^^^^
Found this pic....
Printing it out and hoping the auntie can cut it the way I want it....
Yes,an AUNTIE...
Parents too cheapskate to bring me to a respectable/classy hairdresser.
I don't think my parents will agree,but hey,it's MY hair.....
Searching for these kinds of pictures so the lao auntie will know exactly how to cut it....
Because if not she chin chai cut then my hair and bao bei fringe bye bye liao
Still kinda deciding want this hairstyle or not...
Cause my fringe is like reached my bottom lip,then this one the fringe like sibeh short...
Above the eyebrow....
Or maybe same hairstyle but sloping fringe like....




This ^^^^^

But the thing is,my fringe still kena cut damn short..........

Considering.....

Let me know what you think.....


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?Monday, November 19, 2007

Who do YOU think you are,terrorising the shit out of my adik?

For God's sake,this is between us,not him.
My adik is like 10 next yer,and you wanted to hurt him?
Yeah,you split my lip that day.
You also whacked the hell out of me,and I probably could have died,if not for Haziq .
Yeah,I know that it was just pure luck I didn't end up in the hospital.
I'm in pretty bad shape now,but that doesn't mean I won't keep on fighting.
You and your minah can go screw your parents for all you want.
Just don't bring MY adik into this.
He's innocent.
You are a freaking cruel person.
You can kill me for all you want.
Decapitate,hang,dismember.

But you WILL NOT hurt my brother.
NEVER!
And you have a problem with Haziq?
You go settle with him.
Not me.
And no,I'm not Haziq's minah or girlfriend.
He already has one.
I'm just his best friend.
So fuck off,LOSER.

And if you think the "Big Show" you recruited for your gang is scary,take a look at ours.
I mean,if you're not scared.
Sucker.


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?Wednesday, November 14, 2007

3e2!
My dream class!
DumbAss,AssHole,JackAss&LameAss will never be separated!
Thanks to us being in 3e2!!!
We are gonna rock the class!!!


ASS&CO
We provide lameness.
DumbAss - Didi
AssHole - Nabilah
JackAss - Masyitah
LameAss - Laura


But.....
My ENEMY is in the same class as me.......
Nahhs,that person is not from 2e2'07.
That put a big dampener on my plans.
I was hoping he'd fuck off from my life.
Now that cunt is in the same class as me???!!!!
And Nabilah cursed me,saying that he's gonna be sitting beside me.
ACK!!!!!!!!!!
UNLUCKY!!!!!!!!!
*touch wood*
If HE sits beside me,I'm transferring out /dying .
I can't!
I don't want to go to any other class except for 3e2.
(Ahem!!)
If HE sits beside me,I'll turn SUPER antisocial.
Like even more than I am now.




We'll celebrate the start of my horrors with a glass of cheap champagne.


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?Monday, November 12, 2007

Puh-lease....
You don't scare me,fucker.
I might be vertically-challenged,but tall people don't scare me.
I might be arachnophobic,but I'm working to overcome it.
You might know where I stay,but I don't care.
You know who I am,but that doesn't bother me.
You are a guy,but that's not intimidating.

You wanna smash my face?
Go ahead,I'm not afraid.
You can do anything you want to me.



I'll be waiting for the day you smash my face.


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?Tuesday, November 06, 2007

Eu estou começando ao thnk que não era ele, mas HER.I sabem me odeia, mas eu apenas não quero o dizer para fora do meio de loud.I, eu sei pensa eu sou rather stupid para acreditar era ele, mas escreve como o.Ijust de that,so... não quer a acusar, mas eu sei que é ela.

What does he think he is,a SAINT?
Please.
I may act like a noobie,but I'm not nubile.
Irony.
works for me.
I'm super pissed.
Not just at him,but at her too.
She think I'm a what,IDIOT???!

AARGH!!
I'm PISSED!!!!
FUCK!


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?Monday, November 05, 2007

I HATE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GO TO HELL IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ich hasse Sie Idiot, bin gerade Ursache, die Sie Ihr blutiges blog privat bedeuten nicht bilden, daß ich nicht es lesen kann!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Ich HASSE SIE ZACKY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GEHEN SIE ZUM HÖLLE!!!!!!!!!!!


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EDITED
Absurde is French.The rest is in German.


I didn't have the time to go online and update all my things,and when I did,I found this on my tagboard.
Zack: u gddamn fcking bitch! jst hu e fck do you thnk u r? u bldy emo bitch! I'm gnna hate you fr e rest of my life!
First of all,i am totally intolerable of English abuse.I mean,PLEASE!And I can swear in German and Russian.If you really wanna know,I think I'm gonna write my plans in German. And secondly,you're complaining like a whiny emo boy,parkour boy.It's like,"I hate you Didi,you ate all the COOKIES!I want my COOKIES!!!!*cries*"
Well,don't hate yourself in the morning,sleep in.Then feel bad and so wrong in the afternoon that you fall into the drain near my home and break your leg while you were training.Or better,get a concussion.

MY PLANS
Für einmal weiß ich, er Belästiger war und caned.I hat einige Ideen im Verstand war, aber ich nicht wirklich denke, daß er sicher ihn hier auf Blogger.I gerechter Hoffnung bekanntgeben soll, die niemand fähig diesen Text übersetzen soll, weil, wenn sie, ich ihn unten hier schreiben wirklich müssen werde, und der wirklich wird nicht mir an allen helfen, weil ich vermutlich zum Geistesinstituition oder zur Polizei zuerst gehe, die mich andererseits nicht imstande, ihn oder etwas wie der zu töten bilden, die wirklich sucky sind.

WHAT I MIGHT DO
Er rief mich ein emo Weibchen an und denkt, er mit it.He weg erhalten kann ist, also falsch, man.I'm, die wirklich im Augenblick an es denken, ich bedeuten, wie man ihn beendet, off.That PARKOUR BASTARD also voll von ist, also ich denke, ich kleines beginnen werde, wie innen möglicherweise geschnitten seiner gehüteten Franse away.I wissen Sie, daß er zum swish seine Franse liebt, die so un-machoist-machoist von ihm ist, weil glaubt er, können Mädchen nicht parkour, weil sie gemeint werden, wie ein schwächeres sex.Then ich stark herauf die Racheschritte klettere, weil ich hier in ES für andere zwei Jahre sein werde und der ist genug genügend, damit ich plane meinen geschlagenen Meister.

MY FINAL DECISION
Ich denken ich sein giong zu verwenden d Feiertag zu Plan von gut schlagen und sehen wie sie drehen heraus spät wenn ich erhalten zurück zu Schule und sein fähig zu Test sie von d freaky parkour Arschloch.

Okays people,that's all for now.Do leave a taggy if you agree with my plans or you totally understand what I'm trying to say.As in YOU DO UNDERSTAND WHAT I'M SAYING.Don't leave a taggy saying you DON'T understand and expect me to reply to your absurde taggy.And yes,that was French.It's my fourth language.
1st - English
2nd - Malay
3rd - A mix of Mandrin & Hokkien
4th - French
5th - German
6th - Russian



I'll reveal the lion who hides in a coward.


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