?confessions of an emokid [:
?STUDIO

I'M AN EMOKID. PEOPLE HATE ME.
? EITHER LOVE ME OR HATE ME ?.
? WILL YOU BE THE NEXT ONE TO HATE ME ?

?EMOKIDDO

My name is DIDI. Or you can call me Mardhiyah.
I'm currently 16 [2009] and I'm still as short as ever.
I'm currently in love with my darling guitar, eventhough it's not a Goth Thunderbird.
Status: SINGLE / ATTACHED

?CRAVES
& ESP KH-2 Vintage [ESP SIGNATURE SERIES: KIRK HAMMETT]
& Miss Sixty Rock Muse EDP
& Anything from the MCR Store
& Contact Lenses
& Plaid Skinnies
& At least C6 for Maths
& FLAMETHROWERR
& A new notebook

?LOVES
& JAVA CHIP FRAPPE
& The ASS&&CO gang
- Nabilah!
- Masyitah!
- Laura!
& My band [:
& Budak Slackers
& Sushi [:
& HIM

?DETESTS
& COCKROACHES && SPIDERS
& I hate the feeling that I've been screwed over.

?TUNEIN


MusicPlaylist
MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

?HEARSAYS

?PLURKY
?Friday, May 18, 2007

blood and tears pour out every night but no one sees it
the pain and the scars are hidden
so no one knows the pain,the agony held inside
the mask of deceit to be worn everyday
fades into nothingness
and the real me starts to show
but it is too late
i cannot be saved
the girl you used to know is fading fast
and all your dreams are shattered
you try to help her but to no avail
she has died before your eyes
and nothing you can do is able to stop this
you had tried to do something earlier
but now,you could see that it was futile
she had a choice;to live or to die
and she chose to die
and now i have to make a choice;to live or to die
i choose to die
and burn in hell with satan
there is no redemption for me
so stop wasting your time boy
and live your life to the fullest
for the girl you knew is no longer here


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