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I'M AN EMOKID. PEOPLE HATE ME.
? EITHER LOVE ME OR HATE ME ?.
? WILL YOU BE THE NEXT ONE TO HATE ME ?

My name is DIDI. Or you can call me Mardhiyah.
I'm currently 16 [2009] and I'm still as short as ever.
I'm currently in love with my darling guitar, eventhough it's not a Goth Thunderbird.
Status: SINGLE / ~~ATTACHED~~

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& Miss Sixty Rock Muse EDP
& Anything from the MCR Store
& ~~Contact Lenses~~
& ~~Plaid Skinnies~~
& At least C6 for Maths
& FLAMETHROWERR
& ~~A new notebook~~

& JAVA CHIP FRAPPE
& The ASS&&CO gang
- Nabilah!
- Masyitah!
- Laura!
& My band [:
& Budak Slackers
& Sushi [:
& HIM

& COCKROACHES && SPIDERS
& I hate the feeling that I've been screwed over.

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?Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Nooneknowswhatit´slike
Tobethebadgirl
Tobethesadgirl
Behindthoseeyes
Nooneknowswhatit´slike
Tobehated
Tobefated
Tobetellingonlylies
Butmydreams
Theyaren´tasempty
Asmyconscienceseemstobe
Ihavehours,onlylonely
Myloveisvengeance
That´sneverfree
Nooneknowswhatit´slike
Tofeelthesefeelings
LikeIdo
AndIblameyou
Noonebitesbackashard
Ontheiranger
Noneofmypainandwoe
Canshowthrough
WellIknowwhat's is like
Tobemistreated
Tobedefeated
Nooneknowshowtosay
Thatthey'resorry
Anddon'tworry
Iamnottellinglies

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?Wednesday, July 18, 2007

everyonekeepsonsayingthatiamnotemo,
buttheydon'tknowme,dothey?
myeyeslooksadmostofthetime,
butnoonenoticesit,
becauseitrytohideitunnderneathalayeroffakehappiness.
nooneunderstandsme,
noonecaresaboutme.
noonehearswhenicryatnight.
lifehasbeenhard.
sometimesiaskmyselfwhyibothertodothistomyself.
mypenknifeisalwaysnearme,icouldjusttakeitandkillmysel,can'ti?butidon't,anditellmyselfihavetobestrong,thatiamnotborkeneasily.
butican'tdeceivemyselfanylonger,truthis,insideiambreaking.
idon'tknowwhoiam,orwhati'vebecome.ijustknowthatiamslowlywithering.

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?Monday, July 16, 2007

I can stand the pain,
but one day I will break.
Just you wait and see.
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I haven't uploaded the pics I took during the Pulau Semakau trip yet.Just hang on for a moment and all the details will be here.

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?Wednesday, July 11, 2007

COUNSELLING session next Thursday.
I am waiting for my cousin to call me to tell me where they are parkouring.
In the meanwhile,enjoy these few videos.

I Don't Love You by My Chemical Romance

Helena by My Chemical Romance(Sims 2 Version)

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?Tuesday, July 10, 2007

I'm slowly losing my will to live.

I wish I was dead.

I wish someboby would kill me.

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