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I'M AN EMOKID. PEOPLE HATE ME.
? EITHER LOVE ME OR HATE ME ?.
? WILL YOU BE THE NEXT ONE TO HATE ME ?

My name is DIDI. Or you can call me Mardhiyah.
I'm currently 16 [2009] and I'm still as short as ever.
I'm currently in love with my darling guitar, eventhough it's not a Goth Thunderbird.
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?Wednesday, January 31, 2007

hiye ppl.i'm fINALLY bak.i'm in a gothic mooD,which i guess is better than being emo,altho i am gothic emo.hees.but not that emo lah.yay!but i am still upset about someone.haha."mr fly" is so funny.GOD

EMO ATTACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THE EMO INVASION!!!!!!!!
EMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMO
kill the stupid emo!!!!!!
give me goth!!!!!!
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emo is dead!erm....ohoh

BLOODY EMO ATTACKS!
THE EMO ATTACKS!
KILL HER HAPPINESS!
BRING ON EMO!

hate goth!go emo!

will update after emo disappears...
so signing off,
Emo Goth Princess

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?Tuesday, January 16, 2007

i feel an emo attack coming.why the fuck does this always hapen to me?i hate freaking emo attacks.wah lau leh,today late fer school man.i missed the 6.45 but the the next freaking 28 but came at 7.05!like so freaking late den i kena detention.then frm then had a stupid day.forgot history textbook.lucky ms adlin tk marah.the nice part was when we hadda stay back to decorate the klass.the guys were cool.ni3ar unbuttoned his shirt.lol.but i must admit his 6-packs were nice.alah,i noe he has 6-packs coz last year he told me.
THE EMO ATTACKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'll leave updating till later,i mean when the emo attack bye2.so see ya later.
signing off,
emo princess

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i'm really sorry that i've hurt you.i admit you were right.but you didn't give me a chance to explain.you snubbed me.you say i hurt YOUR feelings,but did you stop to think about mine?did you?please tell me.because i want to know and i just want you to know that i love you.i'm sorry things turned out this way.i'm sorry for everything.

and to AZRI...thank you for the songs.i'm so SORRY i keep pestering you for songs whenever i see you on messenger.hehez

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?Sunday, January 14, 2007

yesterday was so fun man!i mean cause it was sec 1 cca selection day...yea,i had my hair sprayed pink and gold but i didn't paint my face cause i have excema.details later coz i am going to tuition.byez

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?Tuesday, January 09, 2007

god...i dunno why,but this few days i bloody damn emo...is it because of him?i dunno...i hate myself!why must i delude myself?he obviously doesn't like me...man,that was the sixth teddy bear i've destroyed.i've cried a million tears for him.these wounds won't seem to heal.the pain is just too real.there's just too much that time cannot erase...you used to captive me by your resonating life.now i'm bound by the life you left behind.your face haunts my once pleasant dreams.your voice chased away all the sanity in me.i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone even though you are here.i was alone all along.i'm just torturing myself,killing myself slowly.it's just the matter of time before i fade into nothingness...

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?Tuesday, January 02, 2007

i'm feeling blearrgh.this is what i think expresses my feelings the best.

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the day I was sick
the day I met you for the first time
the day you couldn't pronounce my name
this day shall be over
and I shall move on
I may remember this day again next year
but I would have moved on by then
I may look back at those memories
but I will never turn back
I shall reach my destination
I shall not back down
I shall move on
I shall learn to be happy
I shall learn to accept who I am
even if I remember this day
I shall not turn back
this day will stay in my heart
deep inside
nobody can take it away
I know I can live by myself
I need not have you by my side
I'm independent
I have faith in myself
I can only proclaim
I SHALL MOVE ON
I shall not regret

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