?confessions of an emokid [:
?STUDIO

I'M AN EMOKID. PEOPLE HATE ME.
? EITHER LOVE ME OR HATE ME ?.
? WILL YOU BE THE NEXT ONE TO HATE ME ?

?EMOKIDDO

My name is DIDI. Or you can call me Mardhiyah.
I'm currently 16 [2009] and I'm still as short as ever.
I'm currently in love with my darling guitar, eventhough it's not a Goth Thunderbird.
Status: SINGLE / ATTACHED

?CRAVES
& ESP KH-2 Vintage [ESP SIGNATURE SERIES: KIRK HAMMETT]
& Miss Sixty Rock Muse EDP
& Anything from the MCR Store
& Contact Lenses
& Plaid Skinnies
& At least C6 for Maths
& FLAMETHROWERR
& A new notebook

?LOVES
& JAVA CHIP FRAPPE
& The ASS&&CO gang
- Nabilah!
- Masyitah!
- Laura!
& My band [:
& Budak Slackers
& Sushi [:
& HIM

?DETESTS
& COCKROACHES && SPIDERS
& I hate the feeling that I've been screwed over.

?TUNEIN


MusicPlaylist
MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

?HEARSAYS

?PLURKY
?Tuesday, April 07, 2009

She's sixteen years old.
She's not perfect; never has been, probably never will be.
She's emotional and she doesn't think about things before she says them.
Invariably,
She'll say some things that will make you want to strangle her.
She'll probably hurt you and make more mistakes than you can imagine.
She doesn't mean to, but she probably will.
However,
She will apologize.
She's still learning about everything, even if she thinks she already knows it.
She's been hurt; hurt deeply.
Sometimes she feels so alone she can hardly stand it.
Other times she's so happy she acts drunk.
She's just trying to figure out this twisted time in her life when everything gets real complicated real fast and everything seems to spin out of control before she even begins to understand whats going on.
She loves, laughs, and does her best and that's all you can ever ask of her.

Nothing much to say,
not much updates.
Just wanted to say something to someone.

"You think I really want to help you with all this shit? I'm just doing this because I'm too nice to say no. So before you shoot your big mouth off and start slagging me, stop and think. You think you're so great? Go take a look at yourself in the mirror before you start slagging me. You think you know me that well? NO. You don't. I know you better than anyone else. I have more shit on you than you have on me. So if you still want to slag me off, go ahead. Just remember, once I smear your reputation with the shit I have about you, the damage will be almost irreversible. So just stop and think."

That's all.


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