dear playa,
i didn't mean for it to turn out this way.
but i'm not going to say i'm sorry,
because there's plenty of blame to pass around.
i just regret loving you.
i just regret carving your initials in my skin,
because you didn't deserve the pain, blood or tears.
you don't deserve me at my best,
because you weren't even there for me at my worst.
and to think i loved you so much.
now it's over,
don't come crying back to me because i know what the fuck you want.
i know what i want.
and what i want is what i deserve.
and i know i deserve better.
i know i deserve -------.
because he's not like you.
i know he sincerely loves me.
so stfu and stay away from me.
because i know you too well,
playa.
LOVE,
DIDI <3