?confessions of an emokid [:
?STUDIO

I'M AN EMOKID. PEOPLE HATE ME.
? EITHER LOVE ME OR HATE ME ?.
? WILL YOU BE THE NEXT ONE TO HATE ME ?

?EMOKIDDO

My name is DIDI. Or you can call me Mardhiyah.
I'm currently 16 [2009] and I'm still as short as ever.
I'm currently in love with my darling guitar, eventhough it's not a Goth Thunderbird.
Status: SINGLE / ATTACHED

?CRAVES
& ESP KH-2 Vintage [ESP SIGNATURE SERIES: KIRK HAMMETT]
& Miss Sixty Rock Muse EDP
& Anything from the MCR Store
& Contact Lenses
& Plaid Skinnies
& At least C6 for Maths
& FLAMETHROWERR
& A new notebook

?LOVES
& JAVA CHIP FRAPPE
& The ASS&&CO gang
- Nabilah!
- Masyitah!
- Laura!
& My band [:
& Budak Slackers
& Sushi [:
& HIM

?DETESTS
& COCKROACHES && SPIDERS
& I hate the feeling that I've been screwed over.

?TUNEIN


MusicPlaylist
MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

?HEARSAYS

?PLURKY
?Friday, January 23, 2009

So it was always my fault to start with.
Are you kidding me?

They all know I would never do such a thing.

But no one believes what you say anymore.

So you can blame it all on me for trying to help,

trying to fix everything for you.

At least I know I'm appreciated for trying to help,

although not in a positive way.

But thanks for telling me that.

So at least I know.

And I'll just look on as you slowly break,

And I'll think,

I tried to tell you but you didn't want to listen.

[ DIDI COPYRIGHTED. ]



I'm SICK.
Again.
It's the damned germs floating around HAZWAN's table.
Everytime I sit there I will get FLUU.
And I have so much to spill.
But I can't.
I swore to secrecy.
And my policy now is,
"Everything that comes in, doesn't go out."
All the crap, lies and things people tell me.
Call me weird but,
I really appreciate and respect the importance of sealed lips now.
But I don't understand the breach of trust.
I mean,
if someone spills something to you,
it means that he/ she/ it is trusting you not to tell anyone.
So why do people still spill the stuff you tell them sometime?
I don't trust anyone anymore.
I'm sorry.


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