?confessions of an emokid [:
?STUDIO

I'M AN EMOKID. PEOPLE HATE ME.
? EITHER LOVE ME OR HATE ME ?.
? WILL YOU BE THE NEXT ONE TO HATE ME ?

?EMOKIDDO

My name is DIDI. Or you can call me Mardhiyah.
I'm currently 16 [2009] and I'm still as short as ever.
I'm currently in love with my darling guitar, eventhough it's not a Goth Thunderbird.
Status: SINGLE / ATTACHED

?CRAVES
& ESP KH-2 Vintage [ESP SIGNATURE SERIES: KIRK HAMMETT]
& Miss Sixty Rock Muse EDP
& Anything from the MCR Store
& Contact Lenses
& Plaid Skinnies
& At least C6 for Maths
& FLAMETHROWERR
& A new notebook

?LOVES
& JAVA CHIP FRAPPE
& The ASS&&CO gang
- Nabilah!
- Masyitah!
- Laura!
& My band [:
& Budak Slackers
& Sushi [:
& HIM

?DETESTS
& COCKROACHES && SPIDERS
& I hate the feeling that I've been screwed over.

?TUNEIN


MusicPlaylist
MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

?HEARSAYS

?PLURKY
?Tuesday, November 04, 2008

I used to have big dreams.
Of showing the big world that a small girl could get what she wanted too,
if she worked hard and rocked hard enough.
But now that girl's starting to see,
what sliding can do to her fingers.
But she's not giving up.
SHE'S NOT GIVING UP!

God,my left fingers ache like hell.
I have the "Warmness On The Soul" solo and the "Master Of Puppets" solo to blame for that.
Try learning both on the same day.
And then trying figuring out "Canon Rock" at the same time.
It's gonna make your fingers ache.
[Kay fine, I'm still not used to the guitar. I still don't have calluses.]
Part conversation with Laura.

DIDIRAWKRR, // Where can I find tulle? I wanna make a tutu. says:
i'm alternating between canon rock and MOP so my fingers not so stressed..
(:
laura says:
oh.. thats good then..
=)
DIDIRAWKRR, // Where can I find tulle? I wanna make a tutu. says:
wah tomorrow my left fingers will be pretty sore..
jialat..
laura says:
lucky u right handed lor..
DIDIRAWKRR, // Where can I find tulle? I wanna make a tutu. says:
haha..
yeah..
the price i hafta pay for wanting to be a rocker chick..
laura says:
yeah..
hahs
DIDIRAWKRR, // Where can I find tulle? I wanna make a tutu. says:
but it's nothing compared to the satisfaction i get tho..
but calluses suck..
but calluses mean i am a seasoned guitarist..
laura says:
oh... okay..
DIDIRAWKRR, // Where can I find tulle? I wanna make a tutu. says:
and means that it won't hurt anymore when i play..
but then it'll feel so rough..
like khai's hands..
):
but he's a rider..
so his is more rough..
but yeah..
laura says:
oh..
but u suppose to be a lady..
and lady suppose to have smooth hands..
haish..
DIDIRAWKRR, // Where can I find tulle? I wanna make a tutu. says:
hees..
yeah..
but i was never really lady-like in the first place
laura says:
yeah.. i know..
can see..

So yeah.
Guitar yay.
Calluses nay.
And I think I might have to change the strings on my acous. cause it's super sharp.
Kinda got mildly cut.
BLEARGH.
So off to MOP and Canon Rock again.
Bye~


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