So you finally did it
You've set yourself free
Done with all this pain
Free of your misery
This life was too hard
That's why you had to escape
I tell myself over and over
That you had to do this
I know I am wrong
I can't fool myself
You took your life
But at the same time
You also took some of mine
You lost your pain
But I found it
I hate you for leaving
It's as simple as that
But I miss you more than ever
I wish I could help
To have said that one thing
That maybe would of saved you
But I couldn't..
And it hurts
To know that I did nothing
That I couldn't do anything
I'm sorry I let you down.
I was too weak.
Okay,on Khairil's request.
Something about him.
*sighs*
Over the school holidays,I got to know more about this one-day younger brother of mine.
[actually,i think i know too much]
His name,[again] for those of you who didn't read the first line in black,is Khairil.
He sits beside Laura in class.
[say "Hi!" to Laura]
He is a rider.
Meaning,he rides bicycles.
Of the BMX variety.
[i think i'm right]
And he's afraid of cockroaches.
Especially flying ones.
*giggles*
[yeah fine,i'm afraid of them too]
And he's a sweet dude.
He sang to me when I was sick.
[xD]
That's all.
Because I'm not really supposed to tell you ALL I know.
[because i will get killed by him]
So,yeah.
That's all.
[are you happy now,dude?]


