?confessions of an emokid [:
?STUDIO

I'M AN EMOKID. PEOPLE HATE ME.
? EITHER LOVE ME OR HATE ME ?.
? WILL YOU BE THE NEXT ONE TO HATE ME ?

?EMOKIDDO

My name is DIDI. Or you can call me Mardhiyah.
I'm currently 16 [2009] and I'm still as short as ever.
I'm currently in love with my darling guitar, eventhough it's not a Goth Thunderbird.
Status: SINGLE / ATTACHED

?CRAVES
& ESP KH-2 Vintage [ESP SIGNATURE SERIES: KIRK HAMMETT]
& Miss Sixty Rock Muse EDP
& Anything from the MCR Store
& Contact Lenses
& Plaid Skinnies
& At least C6 for Maths
& FLAMETHROWERR
& A new notebook

?LOVES
& JAVA CHIP FRAPPE
& The ASS&&CO gang
- Nabilah!
- Masyitah!
- Laura!
& My band [:
& Budak Slackers
& Sushi [:
& HIM

?DETESTS
& COCKROACHES && SPIDERS
& I hate the feeling that I've been screwed over.

?TUNEIN


MusicPlaylist
MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

?HEARSAYS

?PLURKY
?Sunday, September 07, 2008

So you finally did it
You've set yourself free
Done with all this pain
Free of your misery
This life was too hard
That's why you had to escape
I tell myself over and over
That you had to do this
I know I am wrong
I can't fool myself
You took your life
But at the same time
You also took some of mine
You lost your pain
But I found it
I hate you for leaving
It's as simple as that
But I miss you more than ever
I wish I could help
To have said that one thing
That maybe would of saved you
But I couldn't..
And it hurts
To know that I did nothing
That I couldn't do anything

I'm sorry I let you down.
I was too weak.


Okay,on Khairil's request.
Something about him.
*sighs*
Over the school holidays,I got to know more about this one-day younger brother of mine.
[actually,i think i know too much]
His name,[again] for those of you who didn't read the first line in black,is Khairil.
He sits beside Laura in class.
[say "Hi!" to Laura]
He is a rider.
Meaning,he rides bicycles.
Of the BMX variety.
[i think i'm right]
And he's afraid of cockroaches.
Especially flying ones.
*giggles*
[yeah fine,i'm afraid of them too]
And he's a sweet dude.
He sang to me when I was sick.
[xD]
That's all.
Because I'm not really supposed to tell you ALL I know.
[because i will get killed by him]
So,yeah.
That's all.
[are you happy now,dude?]


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