"Just fake a smile and don't let them see through the shit you're facing. Fake it till the curtains fall,till you drop dead. You'll be the world's best actor then." - Isaac
Tears gather at the corner of your eyes, threatening to spill.
Sadness swells your throat shut till you are unable to make a sound.
Anger pounding in your fragile heart.
Pain coursing through your veins.
No way of release, because all the ways will lead to your destruction.
[Someone save the mute, helpless and blind person from drowning.]
So what do you do?
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I'm in so much pain.
I have no way to express myself.
No one seems to care, except for two people.
If you're reading this, you know who you are.
One girl and one boy.
I'm sorry if I let you down.
I know you guys really care, but as I've said, it's hard to love yourself when it seems like everyone doesn't give a shit.
I don't feel appreciated, I don't feel loved.
All I feel is sadness.
I'm sorry if I'm making any of you worried.
I'm trying not to do anything silly.
Not to self-destruct.