?confessions of an emokid [:
?STUDIO

I'M AN EMOKID. PEOPLE HATE ME.
? EITHER LOVE ME OR HATE ME ?.
? WILL YOU BE THE NEXT ONE TO HATE ME ?

?EMOKIDDO

My name is DIDI. Or you can call me Mardhiyah.
I'm currently 16 [2009] and I'm still as short as ever.
I'm currently in love with my darling guitar, eventhough it's not a Goth Thunderbird.
Status: SINGLE / ATTACHED

?CRAVES
& ESP KH-2 Vintage [ESP SIGNATURE SERIES: KIRK HAMMETT]
& Miss Sixty Rock Muse EDP
& Anything from the MCR Store
& Contact Lenses
& Plaid Skinnies
& At least C6 for Maths
& FLAMETHROWERR
& A new notebook

?LOVES
& JAVA CHIP FRAPPE
& The ASS&&CO gang
- Nabilah!
- Masyitah!
- Laura!
& My band [:
& Budak Slackers
& Sushi [:
& HIM

?DETESTS
& COCKROACHES && SPIDERS
& I hate the feeling that I've been screwed over.

?TUNEIN


MusicPlaylist
MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

?HEARSAYS

?PLURKY
?Monday, June 30, 2008

I really love HelveteBoy for his courage.
[A/N: Even though I am HelveteGirl, that does not make me HelveteBoy's girlfriend. I am his friend,who just happens to be a girl. He used to be really tight with Haziq/Ziqq, but after this incident, we are no longer close to Haziq[thehomophobicass] anymore.]

Saturday night, I was about to sleep to the headbanging music of BlackMetal, when HelveteBoy called me, at around 1.45am.

HelveteBoy: Darling, are you asleep yet?
HelveteGirl: Well, I was about to fall asleep.
HelveteBoy: Can I ask you a question? Well, two actually...
HelveteGirl: Yeah, well, go on.
HelveteBoy: What would you do if someone you know tells you he's gay? And can we meet up tomorrow?
HelveteGirl: Can we discuss this tomorrow, sweetie? I'm really sleepy...

The next day at ???

HelveteBoy: So, if someone told you he was gay, what would you do?
HelveteGirl: Give him a big hug. *hugs HelveteBoy*
HelveteBoy: But... But...
HelveteGirl: I know. Ziqq told me.
HelveteBoy: So you're not afraid of gays or homophobic or anything?
HelveteGirl: Do you want me to?
HelveteBoy: Nononono. I just want to thank you.
HelveteGirl: Thank me? Um, why?
HelveteBoy: When I told my "best friends", they shunned me like I was the plague. Even Haziq did the same thing. You were the first one to accept me for who I am.
HelveteGirl: Sayang. You need a tissue, or another hug, or both?
HelveteBoy: *suddenly grabs HelveteGirl and gives her a big,tight hug*
HelveteGirl: Aww, come on, emo boy. Let's jam at your house.

And so we spent the afternoon at his house growling along to BlackMetal and doing some hardcore drumming.
[A/N: Technically speaking, HelveteBoy was the one doing the hardcore drumming. I just bashed some random beats and played the whole song of "Welcome To The Black Parade" by My Chemical Romance. And yes, Kitty, I can play the whole song.]


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