?confessions of an emokid [:
?STUDIO

I'M AN EMOKID. PEOPLE HATE ME.
? EITHER LOVE ME OR HATE ME ?.
? WILL YOU BE THE NEXT ONE TO HATE ME ?

?EMOKIDDO

My name is DIDI. Or you can call me Mardhiyah.
I'm currently 16 [2009] and I'm still as short as ever.
I'm currently in love with my darling guitar, eventhough it's not a Goth Thunderbird.
Status: SINGLE / ATTACHED

?CRAVES
& ESP KH-2 Vintage [ESP SIGNATURE SERIES: KIRK HAMMETT]
& Miss Sixty Rock Muse EDP
& Anything from the MCR Store
& Contact Lenses
& Plaid Skinnies
& At least C6 for Maths
& FLAMETHROWERR
& A new notebook

?LOVES
& JAVA CHIP FRAPPE
& The ASS&&CO gang
- Nabilah!
- Masyitah!
- Laura!
& My band [:
& Budak Slackers
& Sushi [:
& HIM

?DETESTS
& COCKROACHES && SPIDERS
& I hate the feeling that I've been screwed over.

?TUNEIN


MusicPlaylist
MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

?HEARSAYS

?PLURKY
?Tuesday, April 01, 2008

I feel very stressed nowadays.
Manymany things happening at home,but I shall not go into details.
I'm having a very hard time at school too;enduring the teasing from many immature and insensitive people.
Not talking to ANYONE about it,not telling them anything&not showing or asking them for help.
Don't want to end up there again,because I hated being there.
I feel useless and depressed,but not going to see 'The White Parade" again.
Gonna get me dopedup&sedatedto"keepmeSAFE"

On a Brighter note,
"I've decided to get a lipring next year&have started saving up.
"The parentals DO NOT know about the lipring.
"I might get 3 liprings(undecided).
"I'm straightening my hair;as in rebonding it ((:
'I'm cutting my hair after rebonding it ((:

Favourite choice(2votes);Nabilah&Me



Not sure about things currently,but going through manymany pictures and will confirm ((:


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