?confessions of an emokid [:
?STUDIO

I'M AN EMOKID. PEOPLE HATE ME.
? EITHER LOVE ME OR HATE ME ?.
? WILL YOU BE THE NEXT ONE TO HATE ME ?

?EMOKIDDO

My name is DIDI. Or you can call me Mardhiyah.
I'm currently 16 [2009] and I'm still as short as ever.
I'm currently in love with my darling guitar, eventhough it's not a Goth Thunderbird.
Status: SINGLE / ATTACHED

?CRAVES
& ESP KH-2 Vintage [ESP SIGNATURE SERIES: KIRK HAMMETT]
& Miss Sixty Rock Muse EDP
& Anything from the MCR Store
& Contact Lenses
& Plaid Skinnies
& At least C6 for Maths
& FLAMETHROWERR
& A new notebook

?LOVES
& JAVA CHIP FRAPPE
& The ASS&&CO gang
- Nabilah!
- Masyitah!
- Laura!
& My band [:
& Budak Slackers
& Sushi [:
& HIM

?DETESTS
& COCKROACHES && SPIDERS
& I hate the feeling that I've been screwed over.

?TUNEIN


MusicPlaylist
MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

?HEARSAYS

?PLURKY
?Friday, January 04, 2008

Sleep by My Chemical Romance


This is my lullaby,my FAVOURITE song,and the song that manages to make me cry always.


I've been having weird dreams lately,mainly because I've been listening to Sleep. I mean,explain to me how I can be dreaming of Joan of Arc, and people dying. And that is like only the beginning. Here is one example of my dream.

It's dark and cold. I don't know where I am,but it feels like I've been running for awhile. I look around,trying to figure out where I am,when I see Gerard. He looks drunk,and I run to him. Then Gerard turns into Zahid,and he pushes me into a wall. And Zahid turns into Mikeyand Mikey takes my hand and pulls me to this place. It's deathly cold,and Mikey turns into Gerard again,and I am carried into a glass coffin filled with tarantulas. Gerard locks me in there and turns into Frankie. I'm trashing wildly in the coffin,but Frankie doesn't dare to help me because he too is afraid of spiders. I feel something tickling my hand,so I open my eyes and wake up,and I see a spider on my hand.

So call me crazy,but Sleep is seroiusly spooking me out. I mean,I'm already having weird dreams,but if I listen to Sleep,it gets horrifying. Freakishly horrifying.


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