?confessions of an emokid [:
?STUDIO

I'M AN EMOKID. PEOPLE HATE ME.
? EITHER LOVE ME OR HATE ME ?.
? WILL YOU BE THE NEXT ONE TO HATE ME ?

?EMOKIDDO

My name is DIDI. Or you can call me Mardhiyah.
I'm currently 16 [2009] and I'm still as short as ever.
I'm currently in love with my darling guitar, eventhough it's not a Goth Thunderbird.
Status: SINGLE / ATTACHED

?CRAVES
& ESP KH-2 Vintage [ESP SIGNATURE SERIES: KIRK HAMMETT]
& Miss Sixty Rock Muse EDP
& Anything from the MCR Store
& Contact Lenses
& Plaid Skinnies
& At least C6 for Maths
& FLAMETHROWERR
& A new notebook

?LOVES
& JAVA CHIP FRAPPE
& The ASS&&CO gang
- Nabilah!
- Masyitah!
- Laura!
& My band [:
& Budak Slackers
& Sushi [:
& HIM

?DETESTS
& COCKROACHES && SPIDERS
& I hate the feeling that I've been screwed over.

?TUNEIN


MusicPlaylist
MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

?HEARSAYS

?PLURKY
?Thursday, October 18, 2007

I've tried to be a different person,and got hurt.
BADLY
I tried to be daring.
To break out of the shell I was encased in.
And all it did was to bite me back.
HARD
I tried to be strong,but I still broke.
SHATTERED
So I'm leaving the present behind and escaping into the past.
Where worries were non-existent.
INVISIBLE
And I hope I made the right choice.
Because if I didn't,I don't know what will happen.
My life now is so dead,it makes dying glorious.
I won't go into the details.
But I'll carry on.
Even thought I'm broken or defeated.
You can try.
I don't think i'll ever break again.


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