?confessions of an emokid [:
?STUDIO

I'M AN EMOKID. PEOPLE HATE ME.
? EITHER LOVE ME OR HATE ME ?.
? WILL YOU BE THE NEXT ONE TO HATE ME ?

?EMOKIDDO

My name is DIDI. Or you can call me Mardhiyah.
I'm currently 16 [2009] and I'm still as short as ever.
I'm currently in love with my darling guitar, eventhough it's not a Goth Thunderbird.
Status: SINGLE / ATTACHED

?CRAVES
& ESP KH-2 Vintage [ESP SIGNATURE SERIES: KIRK HAMMETT]
& Miss Sixty Rock Muse EDP
& Anything from the MCR Store
& Contact Lenses
& Plaid Skinnies
& At least C6 for Maths
& FLAMETHROWERR
& A new notebook

?LOVES
& JAVA CHIP FRAPPE
& The ASS&&CO gang
- Nabilah!
- Masyitah!
- Laura!
& My band [:
& Budak Slackers
& Sushi [:
& HIM

?DETESTS
& COCKROACHES && SPIDERS
& I hate the feeling that I've been screwed over.

?TUNEIN


MusicPlaylist
MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

?HEARSAYS

?PLURKY
?Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Don't ask me why I can't sleep
Tonight you are my screams
From the touch of your lips
To the rips in these seams

I'm coming apart
And you're not making this easy
Be sure to take everything when you go
I'll lock the door and hope you look back

Don't say you know who I am
Tomorrow I'll be someone else's crutch
From the last breath we shared
To the last time I felt your touch

I'm coming apart
And you're not making this easy
Be sure to take everything when you go
I'll lock the door and hope you look back

Paint portraits of me
I'll never look this way again
So blank and hurt
Paint portraits of me

I'll fill up my lungs
And breath the fire that rest under snow
I'll open my mouth tomorrow
And reveal the lion who hides in a coward


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