?confessions of an emokid [:
?STUDIO

I'M AN EMOKID. PEOPLE HATE ME.
? EITHER LOVE ME OR HATE ME ?.
? WILL YOU BE THE NEXT ONE TO HATE ME ?

?EMOKIDDO

My name is DIDI. Or you can call me Mardhiyah.
I'm currently 16 [2009] and I'm still as short as ever.
I'm currently in love with my darling guitar, eventhough it's not a Goth Thunderbird.
Status: SINGLE / ATTACHED

?CRAVES
& ESP KH-2 Vintage [ESP SIGNATURE SERIES: KIRK HAMMETT]
& Miss Sixty Rock Muse EDP
& Anything from the MCR Store
& Contact Lenses
& Plaid Skinnies
& At least C6 for Maths
& FLAMETHROWERR
& A new notebook

?LOVES
& JAVA CHIP FRAPPE
& The ASS&&CO gang
- Nabilah!
- Masyitah!
- Laura!
& My band [:
& Budak Slackers
& Sushi [:
& HIM

?DETESTS
& COCKROACHES && SPIDERS
& I hate the feeling that I've been screwed over.

?TUNEIN


MusicPlaylist
MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

?HEARSAYS

?PLURKY
?Tuesday, June 12, 2007

I shoudn't love you but i want to
I just can't turn away
I shoudn't see you but i can't move
I can't look away

I shoudn't love you but i want to
I just can't turn away
I shoudn't see you but i can't move
I can't look away

And i don't know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control of me
And i can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gotta say it all before i go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much i can't say
Do you want me to hide my feelings
And look the other way

And i don't know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

This emptyness is killing me
And i'm wondering why i've waited so long
Looking back i realise
It was always here
Just never spoken

I'm waiting here
Been waiting here
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to jia yin:i'll see what i can do coz my blogger is a bit haywire right now
be patient ya (:


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