god...i dunno why,but this few days i bloody damn emo...is it because of him?i dunno...i hate myself!why must i delude myself?he obviously doesn't like me...man,that was the sixth teddy bear i've destroyed.i've cried a million tears for him.these wounds won't seem to heal.the pain is just too real.there's just too much that time cannot erase...you used to captive me by your resonating life.now i'm bound by the life you left behind.your face haunts my once pleasant dreams.your voice chased away all the sanity in me.i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone even though you are here.i was alone all along.i'm just torturing myself,killing myself slowly.it's just the matter of time before i fade into nothingness...
I'M AN EMOKID. PEOPLE HATE ME.
? EITHER LOVE ME OR HATE ME ?.
? WILL YOU BE THE NEXT ONE TO HATE ME ?
?EMOKIDDO
My name is DIDI. Or you can call me Mardhiyah.
I'm currently 16 [2009] and I'm still as short as ever.
I'm currently in love with my darling guitar, eventhough it's not a Goth Thunderbird.
Status: SINGLE /
?CRAVES
& ESP KH-2 Vintage [ESP SIGNATURE SERIES: KIRK HAMMETT]
& Miss Sixty Rock Muse EDP
& Anything from the MCR Store
&Contact Lenses
&Plaid Skinnies
& At least C6 for Maths
& FLAMETHROWERR
&A new notebook
& Miss Sixty Rock Muse EDP
& Anything from the MCR Store
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& At least C6 for Maths
& FLAMETHROWERR
&
?LOVES
& JAVA CHIP FRAPPE
& The ASS&&CO gang
- Nabilah!
- Masyitah!
- Laura!
& My band [:
& Budak Slackers
& Sushi [:
& HIM
& The ASS&&CO gang
- Nabilah!
- Masyitah!
- Laura!
& My band [:
& Budak Slackers
& Sushi [:
& HIM
?DETESTS
& COCKROACHES && SPIDERS
& I hate the feeling that I've been screwed over.
& I hate the feeling that I've been screwed over.
?TUNEIN
?HEARSAYS
?PLURKY
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YShazrin
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YFadillah
YKhairil
YKenneth
YRahmat
YLaura
YJang Yuan JY
YQayyum
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YE2 FOREVER
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YShazrin
YSyairah
YYi Lin
YFadillah
YKhairil
YKenneth
YRahmat
YLaura
YJang Yuan JY
YQayyum
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Y2e2'07 Blog
YE2 FOREVER
I'VE LOST ALL MY LINKS SO PLEASE ASK ME TO LINK IF I HAVE NOT DONE SO.
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